What do you do when you screw up something that already sort of ended, or never really existed?
Even worse, when they don't think you did anything wrong, but you feel as if the world is falling out of place. It's damn near impossible to explain to them why you feel like you ruined things with them.
And even worse than that is being told, by your best friend, that no matter how hard they've tried to like you for the past four years of you being in love with them, they just cant.
They know you better than anyone else, but they're the only one who can't love you that way.
It sucks so much to hear that break in your voice that lets them know how full of disappointment you are.
It's that terrible weak sound you don't recognize hardly making its way out of your throat, barely noticable, but you know it's there. And up until that point, even you didn't realize how upset it's made you.
If you want to truly torture someone, let them fall in love, and let it not be returned.
That's the worst punishment in the world.
18 hours ago

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