preparing for partying.

Finally at my friend's apartment and having more fun than i have since i got here.
Just submitted college applications, and now all that is left is to wait.

Oh how i love the cold weather.
It may not be snowing, but there's at least hail.











Lets hope i follow along with my new yeas resolutions this year.
And dont do anything stupid tomorrow night.

Cold Christmas

Driving up the the mountains for apples with my grandparents, beating up my ten year old cousin, gaining ten pounds, not being able to breathe through my nose.
That's roughly how my trip back to the east coast has gone so far.
I'm supposed to get lunch with my uncle's mom soon, but i'm not too eager to leave my bed or eat at all at the moment, so it's difficult to be cheerful when i'm constantly sniffing and grouchy.
Christmas movies make me happy though = ]
I'm just longing for long lost things.











Hope you all have a good christmas, and if i don't post again before then, happy new years

Back on the east coast

I'll be home in Georgia for the next two weeks, but won't be online until next weekend so this is a super post (my grandparents neighborhood doesn't have wi-fi, and their computer is dial-up) since I will be AWOL for awhile.
I'm so happy to be back in cold weather again.
A chance to wear big sweaters and cute tights.
Seeing my grandparents and finding a freezerbag full of weed in my uncle's fridge.
Hope everyone has a happy holidays

All I want for christmas

is some big hands to hold, some self control, a pair of skinny legs and hip bones, and that undefinable air of delicacy.










PS, I think I may be getting a tumblr, instead, soon.
There are more options.

Beauty in a Dark Place.

It may sound strange, but i often enjoy waking up to find, throughout the day, that i have many various bruises, almost none of which i know the origins of.

However, I can only assume they came from an incredible night of watching Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, getting too high, half a pack of cookie dough, and a "sleepover" with my best guy friend.








And now begins the studying for finals, the mornings when I cant walk, and the making of entirely too many christmas presents for friends and family.
Bring it on.

It's begining to look a lot like Christmas!

Or as close to winter it will get in California.
All of my friends over in New York are telling me it's snowing and how amazing it it. I really miss that.
It's supposed to get down to about 37 here next weekend, but rainy.

How I long to be back in New York.

And with winter, in blows change.

I may be making my resolutions a bit early, but these are a few for now.
-Eat half of what I usually do. (meaning don't get third servings of dinner. or cake.)
-Dance. Start taking ballet again.
-Quit driving the two blocks to starbucks, because i can
-STUDY. finals are in two weeks.
-Appreciate life more. Even if I rarely get to see the few friends I have, it's not the end of the world spending the evening alone, browsing blogspots and tumblrs.
-Read more often, write more often, draw more often.
and most of all
-SAVE MONEY.








I need more will power and patience.